my shadows are not so easily
banished.
Aspects
of Fear,
Anxiety,
and Shame;
a constant onslaught
against my spirit
and mind.
But now,
i can hear your song
and from it,
an indelible bubbling
from within;
Hope,
Courage.
Love.
i focus these into my fists
and i am ready
to do battle
once again.
i must see the future
i fight for
come true.
~lt
Umbral Flight
if i am to love you,
then it will be
in all the hidden ways
the Moon
devotes himself
to the Sun.
Upon twinkling stars
does my heart beat
for you, and you
alone.
’tis a fate such as mine
that lends the world
its joy;
that i can be
but a humble reflection
of your kindness
and love.
Weep not,
my solar darling,
for I am accustomed
to the cold void.
i gaze outward,
beyond the stars,
dreaming of that fateful day
when i am consumed
by your holy flame;
to be eclipsed by you,
in body,
mind,
and spirit.
until then,
i drift endlessly
on silver-gilded visions
of stardust
and you.
~lt
Wrath of Lion
perhaps
the solitude i enjoy
is merely despair
in disguise.
~lt
The Burning
come to me,
oh Lord,
that i might know you.
arm me,
not in the ways of this world
but in your Word,
so that instead of relying
on my emotions,
which are easily manipulated
and changed,
i can rely on your Promise,
which does not ever change.
~lt
Blue3
it was a year ago;
do you remember
that phone call?
all of what we dreamed,
undone,
in five minutes.
i try to sleep at night
believing you told him
everything
but
i lay awake because
i really cannot be sure
you could be so brave.
i only pray
that if you do tell him
it doesn’t undo
all of what you dreamed,
too.
~lt
Blue1
i wonder why they say to drink to forget;
i’ve only ever found myself at the bottom
of the bottle
trying to remember you.
~lt
Coleomegilla
i have failed
at many things
in my life
but,
perhaps the one failure
i am most proud of
is being unable
to unlove you.
~lt
Richard2
you traded
your freedom
and your voice
for safety.
was it worth it?
are you any happier now?
i really don’t think you’re going to like the ending.
~lt
Araw
maybe there are people
that are just too broken,
too hurt,
too full of anger
and disappointment
to love again.
i wonder what will happen
to those people.
i wonder
what will
happen
to
me?
~lt
Serenity
i understand.
i had to lose them all
and learn to love the trees,
the mountains,
the sea,
the flowers,
the stars.
i had to learn to love the wild
so i could love the wild
in you.
~lt
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