it doesn’t matter
how good of a day
i seem to have
when i know,
that at the end of it,
i go home
to a cold room
and a colder bed.
~lt
Catching Up
what am i meant
to do?
or can i do anything
and give it meaning?
why do i always
end up feeling
so dissatisfied?
am i dissatisfied
with what i do
or am i dissatisfied
with myself?
~lt
Transcendent Rebirth
ah,
but if your first aren’t able
to spend the rest of your life
with yourself first,
how can you
with someone else?
~lt
Starfield Duster
i wonder if the moon
glows in envy
over the stardust
in your eyes.
~lt
Mountain Mama
my problem
is that i romanticize the impossible.
perhaps that is why
i am filled
with leftover love
from the realities
that just couldn’t be.
~lt
Midnight Range
your absence
has since revealed itself
to be a gift;
for it gave me the words necessary
to heal the pain
it had caused.
~lt
Solar Fuse
the way your nose would scrunch up
when you laughed
anytime i said something stupid
told me all i needed to know
about you
and me.
~lt
Lunar Canon
the moon is always whole
regardless of the light
shining upon it.
~lt
Fear Gatling
i suppose it is best
i write not
of the more maddening thoughts
that burrow in-between the walls
of my mind.
an ever-present hunger
clawing from within;
spiraling tendrils
of insanity,
of which the only thing keeping me
one step ahead
is you.
~lt
Limits and Anguish
why,
Father,
do i still feel
so heavy
under much lighter
a yoke?
~lt
Lunarian Thoughts 