But I Won’t Sleep If She Doesn’t

It was hard,
you know?
Coming to terms with the fact
that she wasn’t going to give me
anything resembling an apology.
In her twisted mind
she had done nothing wrong.
So you know what?
I forgave her.
The person she really owed an apology to
is herrself.
For allowing herrself to hurt others.
For allowing herself to stay a victim.
For allowing herself to manipulate others.
And for hurting me the same way someone
had hurt her.
I really hope
that she can forgive herself.

I really do.

~LunarianThoughts